Random thoughts

*i am thankful for my children, but really question how God thought I was capable of handling the ones he blessed me with.

*i feel I am generous to a fault and too often find my self in one sided friendships. Its really starting to get to me, but it makes me appreciate the friends I do have that give as much as I do!

*i find it hard to admit how sometimes u have to ask for help even when it isn't the most convenient!

*i know God is blessing my efforts with my children...I do my best and yet seem to fail more than I care to admit!

*sometimes chilling with the babies doing nothing is so relaxing...and sometimes its not

*i am amazed how God works and his beauty is everywhere

*i have yet to master the let go and let God philosophy